apologises. i've been too messed up lately. need fresh air. much of it. okay. sometimes i think i just need someone i can talk with. occasionally it happens. pardon me. i thinkn i need to get my mind of certain things.
Friday, March 18, 2005
today i found something that i've been looking for. but instead of feeling the delight that normally accompanies it, it was like..more emptiness. and the feeling of emptiness is so unbearable. and perhaps it's because it's just me. me. me. hey, but maybe it's like what they say. it wasn't meant to be. no, i refuse to accept that. only the weak find excuses. and it wasn't meant to be is one bad excuse. i know that i'll have to let go some day. but i still refuse, hanging onto the threads of hope and whatever is left. which is nothing. why? why is always a good question. one without answers.
sometimes you think, you think and you think. then you don't think anymore. that's what happened to me.
Thursday, March 17, 2005
Ever since the day you went away
And left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same
When i looked into your eyes
The moment that i let you go i just broke down
Baby if i ever get the chance to be with you again
I would sacrifice
I want you here with me
right next to me
I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that i could ever love someone so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world
I'd do anything
I been thinkin lately
That you and me yes we can make it
Just ride with me roll with me
I'm in love with you
I think we are destiny. For you, i'd cross the world. I would.
Actually, i would do anything. Anything.
Sunday, March 13, 2005
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